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Water cures so many things. It makes your throat feel better when you're having a sore throat, it makes your skin glow, it makes dark circles go away, it helps you when you're constipating, removes toxins from your body, helps you digest food and its a good replacement for food when you don't have the time/money to eat. So heres what i did, i went to the kitchen, looked for two huge ass mugs filled it with ice water and im drinking it now! and im gonna start bringing water to school or to wherever.
Anyway, Andrew Bird last wed. He was beyond awesome. The XX and Florence on sat. Can't wait! Mel's birthday on sat too! Looking forward to the weekends. Not looking forward to french tomorrow.

Robbie Wadge














Now tell me that you can go back to whatever you were doing.

I can't afford for this drama to continue. I can't be living for others. I never did and im not gonna let myself start now. I've already apologised to those it concerns, if they're gonna take a long time to forgive me then okay, i'll wait. I've always made my own decisions. Im learning from the wrong ones and loving the right ones. I don't think anyone can tell me who i am or who im not because honestly, i don't think anyone knows me. At all. Not even the person i love the most. Theres really alot of things i choose not to think and talk about and theres usually alot of things going on in my mind that nobody knows about. I run away from alot of my problems and choose to only think about what makes me happy. But its really taking its toll on me. Theres too much going on right now to run away from. And i don't know who to tell and what to tell, it doesn't seem like theres anyone i can really trust. Everyone says different things behind your back and everyone comes and goes. I am really gonna try to stay away from everything that will and might bring drama. I am not happy and i can't pretend that i am any longer and i really don't want anything to make it worse.

 
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.
I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.
I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.I DON'T CARE.
SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT AS LONG AS IT MAKES YOU HAPPY.

I hate how i take so long to recover. I hate being sick. You know when you have sudden chills and your goosebumps feel like they're gonna force you hair out. And when every small thing that touches you or brushes your skin feels like its actually cutting your skin and it feels as though you're about to bleed. Walking to the other room feels like you just ran a marathon. Your eyes constantly feel warm and all you wanna do is sleep. You don't feel like drinking water or eating coz everything just tastes bitter. Urghhh. Im going through that now and i have been experiencing this quite frequently in the past few months, I hate it.